hmm...yesterday sucked like anything.
Today was the last day actually. People cried. They couldn't even talk properly. I thought something bad has happened at first. Otherwise had a good time. My friend said my number was 17. *Ego satisfied* lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's it today was the end of it. May be we will go another couple of times to get the certificates. I was not on the verge of tears. But yeah I felt sad. It was all like a beautiful dream. Like they say, all good things come to an end. And it ended. 4 years were just like 4 seconds. Didn't even feel them moving on. How did we complete 7 semesters so fast? When did it all end? It just ended like a blink. I still remember my first day. How I felt whom I met.....its just like yesterday. hmm....I really felt depressed while coming. I turned back many times for a last glance. No more classes. No more comments. No more fights. No more friends. No more sharing. No more combine studies. No more stores. No more fun in the lab. No more proxies. No more benches. No more fun while eating in the class. No more passing notes. It all ends here. I will miss all those happy days.

I don't want to have more of all that, but just a bit sad that it all ended and ended so fast.
I have much more fun filled days ahead :) and I'm happy that I'm moving on with my life.

Today I attended my friends marriage. I had a good time. Friends make anything bearable. lol. RP's case studies were awesome.
I love my mom. I feel guilty that I didn't do anything for her. I shout at her sometimes and cry later. My dear mother...you are the best mom in this world. Whatever I say or do to express what you mean to me, it will never be enough.
I saw those swatches again..... Some day I'm going buy one with my own money. I wish I was rich. Come to think of it, I wish a lot of things.
And why the hell should I be a social butterfly?? I maintain good terms with anyone I come across. Isn't that enough? Should I start fraandshipping with everyone single person on this planet earth or what?

Review

• You are color-blind. Everything appears grey to you.
• Line meeeeee.
• Deo ra.
• No matter what color dress you wear, it is always matching-matching with your brother's. *Rolling-my-eyes*
• You will get doubts like "When is new year celebrated? December 1st or January 1st?"
• Someone really starts doubting your brains. Rather big body with little brains.
• Your singing makes people think of suicide.
• You attend a wedding and say "many many happy returns of the day" to the couple.
• You have the most weird wardrobe one has ever seen. Never mind everything seems fine to you always.
• You have to disappear at the last minute and appear in the nick of time.
• You are an expert in the subject of "Driving people mad"
• You are deaf.
• Your PC is in excellent health.
• People using your PC feel like banging their head on it.
• You plan everything in advance.
• You can remember spellings very well especially if they are web addresses.
• You are lazy. The only time you open your mouth is when you eat.
• The most frequently said things "What's for the breakfast? When shall we have lunch? Is it dinner time?"
• Your favourite line "Shall we eat? I will eat."
• You will go and rot yourself in the worst hostel for no good reason. You will be ready to leave that place everyday for a month.
• ><>
• Ask "Where is the third left?"
• Are you a true friend? If you are a true friend then....
• The "OK" formula.
• You can draw a straight line. Yes you can draw it. Atleast I think so.
• Where is your ship?
• You know you should have been in politics. Let us start a party!
• You are pro at spellings.
• Your writing is a conundrum to the cryptography department.
• You are alwaaaayss yaaaactiveeee.
• Come with your weapon and enerzeeeee tomorrow.
• Each and every file in your PC should be on your desktop, including short cuts for all the drives.
• Houses make you feel like it's raining. They look like are climate to you. Especially the lavender ones.
• You have a very odd way to dress your hair.

Lazy Lamhe...

Why am I not blogging? Because I was too lazy to do that these days. Thought to give that indolence a break now. Nothing much to write I guess. Most of the major tensions are gone. Fresh ones started. I think I'm happy. I'm not sure about that.
Anyways the bright side is I need not write exams everyday and worry about the score. I need not be bothered about vocab. At the end of the day I need not worry that I could'nt read the day's editorial. I will not dream about failing in an exam. I don't have to go through the 45 pages of google search results for practice tests. I need not sign up in stupid sites and have my inbox filled with their junk mail. I need not read the most boring lectures or go through the thesis of some unknown scientist about the behaviour of worms or the archeology department's theory on the extinction of the most boring tribes on this earth and try to decipher them. My friends will not consider me a geek anymore. Bhanu and vinds will not give me one of those "are-you-an-alien?" type of glances and grimaces. I can listen to my prof's if I want to or sleep with my eyes open. I can read any novel I want to. Hmmm....enjoying these lazy lamhe.......

Reticent me.

Cant explain in detail. Seriously, one of these days I'm going to be demented and the people in white clothes are going to arrive to take me. Thank god, college reopens tomorrow. 30 days of nothing is pure torture. The idea of seeing my rainbow tomorrow is exhilarating. Let me tell you what I've done all these days. A book, a system, a chair and a bed. Hope you get the idea. When ever our great Institute of education is on, I feel like idling at home and whenever it is off I feel like attending the classes. Sounds capricious. Nothing ever happens in my dull and boring life. Nothing can bring a spark of interest or excitement in me. I've already classified myself as reticent. My mind simply refuses to interact with anyone. I dont want to see any new faces in my world. The best part of today is lilly and dolly are back. Hurray!!!
I just felt like talking. I guess I've prated to my heart's content. See you later blog.

When will tomorrow start without me?

Don't ask me about that title I don't know what it means. Decipher what ever you want. It's been 20 long years. And it's like I've been sleeping all these years. What did I do all these years? Seriously nothing. I don't know what I'm going to do. Where am I heading to? Life sounds like a big question mark. I cant understand anyone and no one understands me. Its already depressing out here and to top it all my best friend is out of town. Lilly, I'm missing you like hell.
I cant express anything.
Everything is always entirely my fault.
I'm the one who hurts people. I spend half of my life apologizing for what I've done.
Oh no don't think about me, no one can ever hurt me. I'm an insensitive snob. Add impassive to that. I've got a heart made of stone.
Once again I repeat Everything is my fault. I'm the one who needs to be blamed.
I'm also selfish. I always think from my perspective. Who cares about others?
I have already mentioned that I'm an insensitive snob. So don't expect me to show courtesy.
I'm dumb. So its obvious that I act dumb.
Hey you know something.....I don't have any feelings or emotions.
My Emotional Quotient(EQ) is zero.
And I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
And I'm sorry I'm not the way you want.
And I'm sorry I couldn't even act the way you want.
Ok fine, I've described enough. I will add some more in future. Bye.

Does Anyone Care???

Understand the things I say Don’t turn away from me
Cause I spent half my life out there You wouldn’t disagree
D’you see me, d’you see Do you like me, do you like me standing there
D’you notice, d’you know Do you see me, do you see me
Does anyone care
Unhappiness, where’s when I was young
And we didn’t give a damn ’cause we were raised To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me Ol he liked me,
Does anyone care
Understand what I’ve become It wasn’t my design
And people everywhere think Something better than I am
But I miss you, I miss’cause I liked it, I liked it
When I was out there
D’you know this, d’you know You did not find me, you did not find me
Does anyone care Does any one care Does anyone care....