When will tomorrow start without me?

Don't ask me about that title I don't know what it means. Decipher what ever you want. It's been 20 long years. And it's like I've been sleeping all these years. What did I do all these years? Seriously nothing. I don't know what I'm going to do. Where am I heading to? Life sounds like a big question mark. I cant understand anyone and no one understands me. Its already depressing out here and to top it all my best friend is out of town. Lilly, I'm missing you like hell.
I cant express anything.
Everything is always entirely my fault.
I'm the one who hurts people. I spend half of my life apologizing for what I've done.
Oh no don't think about me, no one can ever hurt me. I'm an insensitive snob. Add impassive to that. I've got a heart made of stone.
Once again I repeat Everything is my fault. I'm the one who needs to be blamed.
I'm also selfish. I always think from my perspective. Who cares about others?
I have already mentioned that I'm an insensitive snob. So don't expect me to show courtesy.
I'm dumb. So its obvious that I act dumb.
Hey you know something.....I don't have any feelings or emotions.
My Emotional Quotient(EQ) is zero.
And I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
And I'm sorry I'm not the way you want.
And I'm sorry I couldn't even act the way you want.
Ok fine, I've described enough. I will add some more in future. Bye.